In My Head

I cried out for help
screamed for someone to notice
that something is wrong
Nobody listens....



I'm tired
every day is a struggle
a war against myself
the battle in my mind is exhausting
nobody knows how hard i fight every day
I just want to be okay
voices in my head make me want to scream

I fall to the ground
too tired to fight any more...
I can only pray
That one day, they'll go away
and then I'll be okay

Shaking with hunger
And it feels so good...

frustration

I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight.

it's what I want more than anything...
but I keep getting sick, and having to stop...

when will this end?