frustration

I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I need to lose weight.

it's what I want more than anything...
but I keep getting sick, and having to stop...

when will this end?