Today for the first time my body decided to shut itself down...
resulting in me passing out in front of all of those in my class
naturally i'm incredibly embarrassed but its starting to make me think...
what if my health is more important than my weight?
These next couple of days everyone is going to be monitoring my eating which i think is the worst part of the whole thing
but maybe it's time for a change... I'm starting to think about what's really important..
Normally when I have these thoughts they go away the next time i eat and i feel like punishing myself again
Part of me hopes they will go away so that i can keep losing weight but the other part wants a way out...
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