Life is a Highway

Maybe it's just the fact that i haven't slept more than 2 hours in the last 2 days or maybe it's because even though i was only happy for about 30 minutes yesterday but it was an amazing 30 minutes.... but laying awake from another sleepless night i can't help but think that, there are some awful awful times... but the good times are awesome, my friends can sometimes be hard to handle but when they come through for me, despite absolutely everything i've put them through... they're unexplainably fantastic friends, and there are times when i want to cry and cry and cry... but those few times when i want to laugh... it's beautiful... <3
My friends convinced me to download this song and as much as i hate the music... i love the song... it says
Life is a highway
I wanna ride it all night long
If you're goin my way
i wanna drive it all night long

screaming my heart out to this song with girls who've been there through thick and thin gave me hope...
i still feel terrible most of the time... believe me... but life is a highway that i don't wanna swerve off anytime soon, and i'm on the wrong road and it's going to be a loooong time until i'm back on th right track... but just for this moment, i'm hopeful that one day i'm going to feel good. really good.