Ruined

I was feeling the weight falling off me and all I had to do was keep going... keep starving... keep holding on
but now i feel fatter than ever... i feel like i gained everything i fought to lose in the last 4 days
why can't my family just leave me alone?
why do they feel the need to shove food down my throat when i say i'm not hungry?
Despite this setback i plan to keep going the way i have been,
i'l just have to start over