There are so many people i trusted... but every single one of them let me down... abandoned me, turned their back to me, spread things about me or just made it clear they didn't want to be around me...i'm so sick of being hurt and betrayed and being treated like complete SHIT!
why does everybody think they can step on me as if i'm not already on the edge.... they can just use me and abuse me as much as they like because at the end of the day who cares about what happens to me? i sure as hell don't...
India Arie was right, "the one's who love you the most, turn around and hurt you the worst"why do you treat me like this?
India Arie is the biggest bullshitter for saying those words.
ReplyDeleteYou know what?
Obviously they didn't love you enough to keep you safe.
People throw the word around as if it's a ball.
Love is something that is so strong that you're willing to sacrifice things to help the one that you love.
Why does your mother go through the pains of labor to have you?? because there is the unconditional love right there and she is willing to risk her LIFE for you. Who knows what could've gone wrong.
But my point is that it just means those friends didn't love you enough and in the end hurt you.
My sister told me that during this age, we're still trying to find us. What we are. What we choose.
People make mistakes.
Its human nature
Just keep searching for yourself.
I know i still am.