Weak

Today i felt so weak... I don't understand it! it was supposed to be the most exciting day of the year... it was the last day of school! I tried to eat, i tried to sleep but still the whole day i was struggling to keep myself upright.... it seems like no matter what, there i always something bringing me down... except this time im not too sure what.... i guess i am just SO SICK of all this drama and all of these girls thinking they can use me and trample on me and bitch about me and then turn around and play the victim card and make me feel worse about myself... i jut hate it so much...i thought thee 2-faced girls were my friends... i'm not sure who to trust anymore... But it's the holidays and i'm going to spend as little time as possible with the girls who bring me down... The thing is i love them so so much.. i can't let them go... I don't know what to do anymore, but i'm not going to give up... not yet anyway