Ever since this all started my sister has... changed.
From the beginning she was just reaally angry about everything, we could never talk without getting into a fight... but now i think she's depressed and i think everybody else does too but shes in serious denial.... im so scared for her, but more than scared i feel guilt. I know for a fact that this is my fault, she would never be like this if it weren't for me... it's killed me that ive done this to her.
ever since this happened shes so negative... today we were talking about musicals and she said she hated them, i asked her why and she said because they always have happy endings and that never happens in real life.... maybe or maybe not but its nice to be positive in a world of negativity.... but she can't be, and that's my fault... i don't know if i can live with myself for doing this to her... it's so painful watching her these past few months... ive hurt everybody...
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