i understand that ur protecting yourself, and i would never expect you to put anybody else before your own health... which is why i say this where you can't see it...
since you left, its never the same... i love our friends but i feel different... the only thing holding me together when times got bad was your support.... but now i don't have that... i feel like im on the verge of crying every minute of every day... and you're the only person i can talk to... i have to pretend in front of everybody else... but i could always go to you.... i was already falling apart when you left... now i'm a wreck... but i know i need to be strong for you.... which is why i can't tell you any of this... so i guess all i can say is...
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